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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Presence of God

Ytd after cell group meeting, I was waiting for XB to go home tgt since he was reaching the place soon on the same bus home. Then really begin to think about this thing, the Presence of God.
Yong Xiu spoke about so much about God waiting for us in the place which we usually pray or gather, just waiting for us to commune with Him.

How many times have we allowed God to wait for the whole night? Only to be disappointed that we did not talk to Him or fellowship with Him.

Or how many times did we get all pumped up and excited for Him and His Word, but only fizz out the moment we reach home?

Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”
-Ps 27:7-8

This verse has became a cornerstone of my relationship with God. And it is on my sidebar. But decided that I shall post something about it. This verse came to me almost a year ago, around between June to Sept last year. I received this revelation when I was going through a really rough patch in ministry and in my life. Was very very discourage and didn't felt like seeking God that particular day. But I suddenly felt prompted to read Ps 27:8 and it was a wake-up call to me.

The verse says "Seek My Face", How do we seek smth that is not already there. When we are seeking God, it means that God is already there in the first place waiting for us to seek Him. He is not somewhere a billion miles away. He is even closer to us than our very breath, the Bible says. Another dimension of the verse came alive to me today.

God says Seek My face. It really means that God is always always facing us. Looking at us. Like a lover gazing at his loved one. Like a friend trying to catch our attention, trying to get our eye contact and then finally says, "Look at me." Amen. My God is a loving God!

=) Really pray that our lives will consist more and more of the intimate times with God. =)

The whole of Psalm 27 is just beautiful

Psalm 27

A Psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked came against me
To eat up my flesh,
My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell.
3 Though an army may encamp against me,
My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me,
In this I will be confident.

4 One thing I have desired of the LORD,
That will I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the LORD
All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the LORD,
And to inquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.

6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me;
Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the LORD.

7 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”
9 Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the LORD will take care of me.

11 Teach me Your way, O LORD,
And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living.

14 Wait on the LORD;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the LORD!

Wait on the Lord, the Bible says.
And David repeats himself twice, Wait, I say, on the LORD.
That is his secret

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

A still small voice

This two weeks have not been easy...

Crying out to hear the voice of God...
But nothing came...


Kept playing the guitar,
but still no answer...

Doing all sorts of stuff,
but kept turning in circles, not going anywhere.

Today, finally I had an answer from God..
Its a familiar passage and story, but God brought it to me in such a personal way.

Then He said, “Go out, and stand on the mountain before the LORD.” And behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake,
but
the LORD was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice.
-1st King 19: 11-12

Truly its about our walk with Him, our accountability and sensitivity to the Holy Spirit that allows us to hear from Him.

The heart of the matter is the matter of the heart.

Its not what we do, or what we say.
Not what we wear or how we behave.

Its about the motivation behind everything..
And ultimately, Its that still small voice that is like a whisper.

Amen!
God is good!

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

i know

I know I am not the best guy around...
I know I am not the best worker around...
I know sometimes I am blur and not sharp enough.
I am trying...

Man, Its difficult. Part of me is crying out, "Just give up and quit the job.", The other is screaming "Its a chance to learn and change your habits". Came back early today, not to spend time on the computer, but to go straight into my prayer closet. Its not easy, but I know in Christ, I am more than a conqueror. I am an overcomer. Every bad habit shall be overcome in His name.

How Could I Live
Paradise Praise Church

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

2 Cor 4:7-10

But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed— always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.
2 Cor 4:7-10


I need more of the Holy Spirit in me.

Blog Reup!!!

AMEN!!!
Revival Swept through the Internet and Shutter-happy.blogspot.com is Revived!!!
Well.. At least half-way. So be patient. Songs and Links going to be all up really really soon.
Meanwhile, this should be enough to tell u guys what is going on in my blog.

White Hair

After teaching for 4 weeks.


Going through the comforting coolness of heaven and the baptism of fire in hell in the primary school....





I officially have....................





WHITE HAIR!!!!
it is unheard of in Guang Xiang's head for the past 18 years. but after 4 weeks it came out.


Hmm...

3 months down the road, will I look like that?